What
if…! I was wrong?!
What
if…, I was wrong? Would I be right, or
would I just be a “Big Fat Liar”? At
times we may get our facts twisted and distorted; however, within the distortion
lies the truth where we conceal from ourselves and others. We allow the lie to become unrecognizable; we
find those who we confided our trust whether if it be bought or earned and who
will aid us in our “Big Fat Lie”. I've learned to live a “Big Fat Lie” a long time ago; today, I choose to live on a
“True and Factual Statement” as I did from the day-before-yesterday as I will
to the day-after-tomorrow. I am able to
tell a lie from time-to-time but the lie comes with consequences where
consequences come with “True and Factual Statements”. Do not assume we or I have not told a little
white lie to protect those from harm and ridicule; I remain human where I am constantly
learning about my own true and valuable lessons. Our misinterpretation of a “True and Factual
Statement” can lead us down the road most traveled; the road less traveled is
the road to self-realization where self-realization is line where lies and
trues are carried upon our faces.
I
have been trying to piece together a puzzle the last three years merely find those
I have laid my trust were not the ones I should have revealed my own “True and
Factual Statements;” they have shroud themselves within a story of “cloak and
dagger.” I have had to rely on my own recollection
and knowledge of events which have occurred with some assistance from the
Animal Kingdom which hail from the Kingdom of Heaven. Who resides in the Animal Kingdom from the
Kingdom of Heaven…? If you don’t know
who they are; then, let’s refer to:
Genesis 1:20-21
20 And
God said, Let the water bring forth abundantly the moving creature that hath
life, and fowl that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven.
21 And
God created great whales, and every living creature that moveth, which the
waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged fowl after
his kind: and God saw that it was good.
Genesis 1:24-26
24 And
God said, Let the earth bring forth the living creature after his kind, cattle,
and creeping thing, and beast of the earth after his kind: and it was so.
25 And
God made the beast of the earth after his kind, and cattle after their kind,
and everything that creepeth upon the earth after his kind: and God saw that it
was good.
26 And
God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have
dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the
cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth
upon the earth.
Genesis 3:4-5
4 And
the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:
5 For
God doth, know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened,
and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.
Why
do they aid me in my remembrance of who I am?
It may be because an Officer-of-the-Law along with is boyfriend failed
to contact the Emergency Service, such as 9-1-1, an Emergency Medical
Technician or failed to drive me to a hospital, after the incident
occurred. They aid me to ensure justice
is done and the wrongs have been set right.
And, to where the Federal Bureau of Investigations knows who the man who
laid dead upon a mattress was. The also
aid me because life was given back to me not only this day but the day of my
suicide.
Who
holds a “True and Factual Statement? Is
it the Judge who prosecutes your case, is it the Officer-of-the-Law or a
Sheriff, or is your mother or father? We
travel pathways through life and each pathway we travel has a different
connection; where each pathway we travel is different for each person as it is
for each of our family members. I have
learned through several visions and conversations with Lucifer, Satan, Jesus
and God himself I am the one they saved on that early November morning of my
suicide and that November evening of my smothering. Between God, Jesus, Satan, Lucifer, the
Angels and the Animal Kingdom they are on my right and left side; where my
right-side holds each “True and Factual Statements” as opposed to my left-side which
holds “Big Fat Lies”. When I speak of truth,
justice and the American Way; we speak of our Civil Rights, Civil Liberties and
Right to Assembly, right to Freedom of Speech or of the Press, Freedom of
Religion and the right to suppress the injustice for which our country was
built upon.
Notes for this amendment: Proposed 9/25/1789
Ratified 12/15/1791
Congress
shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the
free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or
the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government
for a redress of grievances.
Notes for this amendment: Proposed 9/25/1789
Ratified 12/15/1791
No
person shall be held to answer for a capital, or otherwise infamous crime,
unless on a presentment or indictment of a Grand Jury, except in cases arising
in the land or naval forces, or in the Militia, when in actual service in time
of War or public danger; nor shall any person be subject for the same offense
to be twice put in jeopardy of life or limb; nor shall be compelled in any
criminal case to be a witness against himself, nor be deprived of life, liberty, or property, without
due process of law; nor shall private property be taken for public use, without
just compensation.
In Congress, July 4, 1776
When
in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve
the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among
the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of
Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of
mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the
separation.
We hold these truths to be
self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their
Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and
the pursuit of Happiness.
That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving
their just Powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes
destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish
it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles
and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to
effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments
long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and
accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to
suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the
forms to which they are accustomed.
As
we pick up arms to rebel against the injustice and brutality which our Civil
Rights and Liberties were built upon, we must examine the truth and dishonesty
which we build our belief system upon.
So, what if…, I was wrong? Would
I still be alive today to bring forth a change in viewpoint and opinion to all
mankind and animal alike? I have been
complying my facts as to the issues and experiences which I have been transcending
through. Some may say they were there to
support me, which I will not disagree; however, no one was there to comfort
me. I cycle through depression and
anxiety to the point I am unable to consume and digest food willfully. My weight loss left me frail in some eyes;
however, in accordance with United States Government and military standards, I
was physical fit.
What
if…, I was wrong? I relied on the
information I was hearing, my knowledge of the events, the evidence I saw, and
additionally my knowledge in the field of Communications. I find it difficult to bring together all
these fragments of each story which these occurrences which have taken
place. My truth is my knowledge of the
occurrences which became my trials leading onward into the aftermath. The outcome is to ensure these events never
take place just as they have. One man’s
peril is the sacrifice which their sins and transgressions were fostered
upon. I, truly, don’t stand here in
judgment; whereas, I, truly, expose the true nature of the beast. The beast comes in many disguises; the Angel
comes in many disguises as the “Fool” plays the adversary just as the lucifers
we are, are prone to deception. The
things I hear are the sounds of the Angels, the things I hear are your voices which
stand before me, the thing I hear are the noises which surround us on a daily
basis, the things I hear are the turning of locks and doors which open and
close, and the things I hear are clawing on those who are unwilling to bare
their true nature.
The
knowledge of events are my “True and Factual Statements,” the knowledge of
events are those who choose to tell a “Big Fat Lie.” The evidence I saw bare brings forth justice
for the injustice; the evidence I uncover will bring about change where the
dishonesty and concealment to the persecution which I endured and suffered. When we procure and examine the evidence, I
must bear witness to my own behaviour and circumstance. I have exposed myself to some extent;
however, I have not fully disclosed all occurrences which lead to the injustice
and bully which befell me. As to my
knowledge in Communications; justly, this is where the Pandora Effect emasculates
itself. I have provided knowledge to the
Rancho Mirage Police and Palm Desert Sheriff’s Departments without compensation
and to our United States Governments where they and a community can withhold
knowledge to events which incurred upon their Programmable Computer equipment
which utilized Thermal Electromagnetic Tape.
Where
does the injustice lie? Is it in my
hearing you speak to me directly, is it in my Clairaudience, is it me
overhearing your conversations, is it in my ease dropping into your
conversations or is you standing with pointing a finger pointing toward my
backside and laughing because I do something differently? The truth is within each of us and as to the
events which have occurred; so, when we conceal the events we conceal the
truth. When we conceal the truth; we
reveal the lie which lies within inside each of us. If I happen to overhear your conversation, I
am not ease dropping into it; if I am ease dropping into your life without
conversation, then I am leaning forward or backward to gain knowledge which can
either be used against you or can be used to protect you. If I am standing before you, I am lending you
my ear; if you are standing behind me, you are pointing a finger toward my
backside. As a Clairaudient, I am gifted
by God himself to bring forth a change in the evidence which was so graciously
hidden from each and every one us; we are only citizens which serve and protect
our nation, we are the people who stand behind those which serve and preserve
our nation. My Clairaudience may have
been caused by another’s hand, heart or mind where absence of their own wisdom;
however, my Clairaudience was bestowed and gifted upon me by my return to
life. With my gifts of Clairaudience I
have been able to decipher the information which was presented to me. The information comes in various forms and
formats; as I was learn to utilize my gift, I became aware of information which
was unknown to me. I, then, took pen in
hand or laptop if you prefer and began to annotate all my notes together. I spent many of hours researching the information
that I was hearing, Angelic or not; some are even electronic in nature. When Clairaudience is blended with electronics,
I am able to detect the vibrations which an Electromagnetic Low Frequency (ELF)
output machine is capable of.
These ELF machines carry radio frequencies which enhance my Clairaudience and my Clairsentience,
which aid my hearing in conversations which one would not normally heard. Several of these conversations were carried
through several members of the community due to our local governments were testing
a new piece of equipment which allows one to tamper with an individual’s mind
and relay communications to-and-fro a Programmable Computer which records
voices and conversations. These machines
are built to build a “better soldier;” ever since World War II these machines
were being built, and these machines have been tested gradually over time
itself to prefect the human soldier. Are
our United States citizens human soldiers?
Yes they are, only if they sign a contract for our military for an
obligated time of service. Are these
soldiers liable to be tested upon? Yes
they are; because as a contracted service member, we have provided a signature
on our contracts to allow the government to experiment on us. As citizens of a community, we have not viewed
or signed such contracts nor have we volunteered for such experimentation
without a written signature.
As
we discuss our First Amendment, Congress or any other citizen or political
government has no authorization to suppress your freedom of religion. We each have our own God-given right to
express ourselves with our own choices in religion; whether, they are Catholic,
Protestant, Baptist or occult in nature.
We will or shall not be oppressed by our oppressors, even those who have
oppressed us are those who will continue to persecute each of us with willful
thought and blind ignorance. They are
the ones which do not understand or willing to eagerly accept those who are
willfully expressing themselves through either religion, thought or freedom of
speech or press. We are the ones that
shall overcome their suppression of ignorance and blind truth; they are the
ones which hide behind the laws to uphold our laws which they have failed to
read themselves. They attempt to uphold
the laws because they believe they are of the most righteous; righteousness does
not come in a bottle for us to splash upon our bodies, nor are we born
righteous. They do not sit on the
right-hand side of the law that was written by men who believe in God and who
believed in separation of Church and State.
We as citizens may sit to left of the judge inside a court room, but he
himself also sits on the left side of a judge inside a courtroom; a judge in
his right can sit in judgment of his own actions.
When
we sit in judgment either in the courtroom or in the Kingdom of Heaven where
will you take your seat? Will it be on
the witness stand or will it be in the eye of God? We are the ones accountable for our actions
because this is how we choose to be judged.
Does it matter as whether we are in a courtroom here on earth or in a
courtroom in the Kingdom of Heaven? When
we examine a courtroom, we take notice that the judge sits higher above all who
enter the courtroom where he can observe and look down upon all those who enter
and bear witness or provide testimony to the actions and behaviour of others. If we take a moment to think and examine where
God behaves in the same manner; we are here on this earth where we are to bear
witness and provide testimony to others and ourselves. Therefore, are we on the right-hand side of
the law or are we on the left-hand side of the law viewed by God’s eye?
Even
as a Sheriff-of-the-Law or Officers-of-the-Law, we are still accountable for
our actions as viewed by God himself. We
are here on this earth or in a witness stand, if you prefer, to provide each
other the “True and Factual Statements” which He deems necessary to enter into
the Kingdom of Heaven. As a
Sheriff-of-the-Law, a Police Officer, as a Federal Agent, as a Central
Intelligence Officer, as Congressman, as Senator, as a Governor or as the
President of the United States, we are still accountable for our actions and
behaviour in the eyes of the Lord. It doesn't matter what kind of political, civil, Principal, teacher, business
owner, supervisor, or team leader you are, we all are accountable for our “True
and Factual Statements” and “Big Fat Lies” in the eyes of the Lord. So, when we stand or sit there to express our
opinion, our right to speak, our right to assemble or our right to petition our
Governments tactics and policies we are to assemble and petition, speak up and
verbalize the injustice. We may choose
to sit or stand, we may choose to pick up a pen or pencil in hand where we have
our civil rights to freedom of speech and thought. Never let anyone take these from you; this is
your United States Constitution’s First Amendment. If you give up these unamiable rights, you
give up your rights as a citizen, your rights to self-identity and your rights
to become a free citizen within our United States; otherwise, you are being
sold into slavery without an unconscionable thought.
Slavery
comes in many forms; how you chose to be enslaved is at your own will. Your will is only as strong as your head,
your heart and your hand; how you choose to use these three things is based
upon your will and your strength to endure.
Where does your will lie? Is it
in your “Last Will and Testament,” is it upon your right to bear arms, is it
your mind over influence or is it your heart to endure the pain and anguish which
may have resulted from the actions and behaviour of others or the refrain to
build courage and stand against the oppressors which may have oppressed
you. Think about those who have oppressed
you, we may just have oppressed ourselves; because, when we look into the
reflecting glass, we choose to oppress or become oppressed. How do we…, how do you view yourself in the
reflecting irises of others. Are we
oppressed and to be deprived of life, liberty or property without due process
of law; or, are we the oppressor to deprive life, liberty, property and thought
without due process of law? Our United
States Fourth Amendment gives us these rights of life, liberty or property with
due process where our laws were written to protect us from the oppressors and
wrongful doings of others and ourselves.
We
choose who we oppress, we choose who we deprive life, liberty or property, and
we choose to oppress ourselves. When we
lose our rights even by our own hand, we lose ourselves as humans beings; For,
this is how we made ourselves and this is how choose to express our
beliefs. Our beliefs are buried deep
within ourselves; these beliefs have been provided to us through a long line of
history, whether, that history be in our communications, our readings, our
teachings, our guidance and counseling or even in ourselves as we take these
things and create our own belief system.
When we don’t question the question, we then leave the question
unanswered or blank for others to fill in their own words and text. Our words are our words, our thoughts are our
thoughts, our actions are our actions and our behaviour is our behaviour; as to
how others view our words, our thoughts, our actions and behaviour is their
viewpoint, however, it is also our viewpoint.
Our
words are supposed to be our “True and Factual Statements,” whereas, our words
also can be “Big Fat Lies”. Our
questions which lead to our “True and Factual Statements” are stemmed from when
we speak to a very good or very important question or questions. Our thoughts derive our behaviour and our
actions as to whether they are true and factual in nature is based upon what we
believe. There are many people who may
tell you that your actions are not respectable and truthful, nor is your
behaviour; your behaviour and actions are constitutional within your own
eyes. How you defend them are your words
and policies; your policies are too be of the righteous expressing our
intentions of honesty and morality, these are our attributes of who we
are. Your words are your education, your
vocabulary is an insight as to who you are.
How you choose to your words along with your vocabulary is an edict as
to where you hail from and how you express your inner being which should
reflect your outer being or maybe just the man or woman in the mirror. Your irises are to be your story to your
soul. How to bring your soul into the
reality of your human behaviour, actions and words are yours to toy with. To allow another to tell you how you should
conduct your thoughts and behaviour are to shelter yourself from the storm.
My
storm comes from within… To take the
backseat and to allow those with respect or common decency to tread over
me. I will willfully furnish you the
front seat; however, will your actions willfully grant me the same or shall I
continue to ride within your vehicle in the backseat just because you may be
larger, taller, bulkier or older than I am.
Or, are you going to find it within your heart to relay a message to
your head to extend your hand and open the front door of your vehicle to
provide me a seat of importance and respect?
I am your equal; never assume anything less of me or yourself. A long time ago, a declaration was created so
our thirteen united States of America could come together. Together…
Wow! What a concept; that should
keep from one another or is it unconscionable effort to unite together in a
format which shows mankind we are the reason God had united us a long time ago.
These
words rang true a long time ago as they rang loud across a nation; these words
still ring as loudly today as they ever did, or did we go deaf as to the words
no longer have meaning? These words are
to give us a ground basis for our behaviour towards our fellow mankind. “We hold these truths to be self-event, that
all men are created equal,” this includes a fellow women; “that they are
endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights that among these are Life,
Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness.”
Are men and women created equal?
According to our Holy Bible, no we are not; woman was given a rib from
man leaving man one rib less. Women are
gifted differently than men; however, each man and woman walk upright as
opposed to on all fours as we may once have.
We were each given a voice and hand to which we are to pick up a pen and
voice our opinion; whether, our opinion is the matter of art or criticism. Our Rights are our rights for which one or
more cannot take away from a person or persons.
We may withdraw from our Rights to stand before another, or we may stand
before them and call them out on their “Big Fat Lies”. Their “True and Factual Statements” we take
for granted; where we find, we do not question the “Big Fat Lie”.
Our
“True and Factual Statements” and “Big Fat Lies” are prevalent in our
nature. We use these in pursuit of our
own happiness, our lives and our liberties; how we use these with each other
can become destructive upon our actions and behaviour. The Rights of the People are to alter or
abolish and to institute a new Government where we are to lay down a foundation
on principles and organize the powers, the regulators of policy, which shall
effect our Safety and Happiness. Our
principles are important, just as our right to question the evidence which sets
or arises before us. We are to question
our Government’s tactics just as we are to question our friends, families,
allies and enemies whether they be foreign or domestic. Our friends, our families may be foreign to
us just as they are domestic to each other; our allies are domestic to our
foreign allies, and our enemies are foreign to our ally’s enemies where we are
domestic in nature to all mankind.
Our
prudence, meaning our wisdom, cautiousness and practicality, will dictate that
Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient
causes. Transient causes, signifying how
quickly the door opens and closes to our backsides ensuring whether we walk
through them or they hit us where the dog done bit us, denoting the door hit us
upon our backsides making us realize that emotion is a sign of caring as to the
treatment of a fellow man or woman. All
experiences shown is where mankind is more acceptable to suffer, while the
evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which
they are accustomed. Mankind is to
suffer the insufferable, mankind is to endure the pain for which we are to
overcome, mankind is bear its true nature to its fellow mankind and mankind is
to persecute all those who will be persecuted by their actions and
behaviour. We have become so accustomed
throughout our nation, our history, our cities and states, our societies, our
nationalities, our neighborhoods, our friends and families, our children and to
our children’s children where we have not dropped our cloaks of disguise
because we still treat mankind in the same manner we have become so accustomed.
Where
do we make the change? Is it with the
man in the mirror or is it the man or woman which stands before you? Maybe it is in our children or our children’s
children? Why not start today? We delay our actions, we delay our ingredient
and we delay our responses our natural selves to become evident to our own
creation. We change our actions, we
change our behaviour, we change our policies and procedures, and we change the
persecution of each other to ensure the safety and happiness of all mankind;
not only today’s children, but, tomorrow’s children. Tomorrow’s children are here today, where
yesterday’s children are on their two feet, where the day-before-yesterday’s
children are still in the womb of life.
The creation of mankind was to provide a growth of children upon this
planet, known as the gravel pit, to bring life and prosperity into the future
of our children which we bare; we bare children to ensure the prosperity of
tomorrow’s wisdom and maturation where we bear witness to the growth of
tomorrow and tomorrow’s tomorrow.
