Memoir 06 ~ Changes

On:  ScrabbleBinxy.Blogspot.com

Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  June 21, 2019

Things will change

Grasses will grow

Trees will flower

There will be new life

The irises change and so does life

Moving forward brings new life; and change

Where change brings new life

So, the life you choose is the life you choose

Don't choose my life; follow me, so you may choose a life which you follow

Hatred with God

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  May 13, 2019

ADULT LANGUAGE

I hate who you people are, the motherfucker says to God!

Then face me when you come to the kingdom of heaven and tell me you hate me, God says to the motherfucker who hates him.  Hatred is a powerful word, God says to the motherfucker.  Love is the game I play.  Playing people for a fool is how we do these motherfucking things, God says to the motherfucker who will be played for a fool.

In Fort Stockton

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  December 1, 2018

Revised:  March 18, 2020

In Fort Stockton.  It's still another 300 plus miles to San Antonio.   I should be arriving tonight.  My first will be spent with my mother.  I hope to see those I haven't seen for 10 years now (a decade).

Can you believe that, Binxy and Scrabble holler through the animal kingdom!

It's been a long time and a difficult journey.  My life has changed over the last decade.  Being without those I once started to those which have regained my faith to those which now ail.  Restarting your life is not for those as those who need to finish theirs.  Finishing and starting have brought a decade together.  Stop and start, slow and fast; the pace is ever moving.  Finding new goals and new starts as those are finishing or completing theirs.   Life brings you a tumble.  "Bounce," yells Tigger from the animal kingdom!  Bouncing from one life to another, our connections gain vast ground.  How we choose to travel that ground, either by U-Haul, by car, by bicycle, by phone or by handshake-to-handshake, the ground will move as we move with it.

The ground is the foundation for who we are.  Bringing the ground together is strung through communication.  So hang your pictures; string them with care.  The carries who we are as your phone brings us who you are.  Bring ourselves together.  Many have missed those who once were lost.

Happy Holidays!

Hears No Evil

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

 Created:  01 November, 2018

Revised:  July 31, 2022

INCOMPLETE WORK

I write this in lieu of who they are.  They are an elderly woman for whom I’ve learned my lessons.

Changes are in red.

How do you get across to a woman who cannot see beyond hatred, USNpiggy inquiries the animal kingdom of Scrabble and Binxy with Red in the background at play?  Hatred are the blind of who we are.

She was given three monkeys, USNpiggy tells the animal kingdom.  One, who sees no evil.  Two, who hear no evil.  And, three, one who talks no evil.

To evil, to evil, USNpiggy hollers; one shall hear.  One shall see, the monkey says to the evil doers who shall do evil.  One shall talk no evil, the evil doers says to the blind monkey.

The are:

            Talks no evil, the blind says to the monkey who plays him for a fool.

            Hears no evil, says the evil.

            Sees no evil,

Lie Face Up

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  July 25, 2018

I told you, animal kingdom, “I have to lie from time-to-time,” USNpiggy tells Binxy and Scrabble as they listen to the lies he tells!  “How I lie”,” USNpiggy tells Scrabble and Binxy, “is dependent on whether I am face up or face down.”  “I am face up,” USNpiggy tells Scrabble and Binxy as they look to see if he is face up or facedown; “I will tell you the truth,” USNpiggy says to Binxy and Scrabble.  “I talk from my asshole where you talk form your mouths,” USNpiggy tells Scrabble and Binxy.

“That’s what Michael and Lucifer Ingram are trying to tell ya,” Yahweh and Zeus scream from the kingdom of heaven to Scrabble and Binxy in the mother fucking animal kingdom!  “He’s lying from his asshole; you, asshole,” Scrabble and Binxy, Eric and Satan Ingram scream from the animal kingdom!

The Shadows of Death

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  July 03, 2018

The shadows fell upon who we are, USNpiggy tells Scrabble and Binxy.  We are the shadows of death, Binxy and Scrabble tells USNpiggy and USNdaddy.

Death is only but a memory, Jesus Christ and Yahweh say to USNdaddy and USNpiggy in the animal kingdom... A memory of who we are, He says.

Who we are is who we are, Lucifer tell USNpiggy while learning about who they are.  For, I have not told you who we are, Lucifer Ingram and Satan Ingram tell USNpiggy and USNdaddy in the animal kingdom.  We are who we are, Satan Ingram tells USNpig and USNdaddy in the animal kingdom.  As if, we were "Green Eggs and Ham," Satan Ingram says to USNpig and USNdaddy in the animal kingdoms.

1.  Dr. Seuss, Green Eggs and Ham, Random House Publications: August 12, 1960

Memoir 5 ~ Sit Quietly

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  December 02, 2017
Revised:  April 03, 2020

 

This is something I’m still working on.

To sit quietly in the night

The night shall befall you

The night is still

There is movement all about you

The trees crumble

The ground moves

How you move about the ground

    the shadows shall fall

...

The morning star brings light

Lucifer shall guide the night

Crime Stoppers

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Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  April 24, 2017

Don’t single yourself out, USNpiggy tells John Walsh from Crime Stoppers!  You don’t have that may Washington’s in your wallet, USNpiggy tells him!  You’ve taken too much from who I am, USNpiggy says to the Crime Stopper!  You have given it to others, the piggy tells him!


Read the follow stories:

Pseudonym
http://scrabblebinxy.blogspot.com/2017/02/pseudonym.html

Betrayal
http://scrabblebinxy.blogspot.com/2017/02/betrayal.html

Betrayal

On: ScrabbleBinxy.Blogspot.com

Author: Carroll Scherber

Created: February 18, 2017
Revised:  April 03, 2020

 

There's nothing like betrayal.

Here's the story behind that one.

My friends and family received a phone call 5 years ago come this April 2017 from these mother fucking police officers from Rancho Mirage, California, and the Palm Desert Sheriff's Department. They told them, I was an undercover police officer, an addict, and they should never say anything to who I am and as to what they were told. If they should ever tell me they would find out through the murder's family, John Joseph Gibbons, and they would murder who they were.

Betrayal is a big word. I am gradually finding out what was said. When I pushed my sister in August of 2014, she spilled the beans; but not in full extent.

My family and my friends are now pissed because I am going to walk away from who they are. It is up to them to come back to who I am.

I think I'll post this on Blogger.

Oh! Here's what I didn't tell you, there were at least 50 friends and/or family members, which they called that April.


Read this story:

Pseudonym
http://scrabblebinxy.blogspot.com/2017/02/pseudonym.html

Memoir 4 ~ Hatred

On:  ScrabbleBinxy.Blogspot.com

Author:  Carroll Scherber

Created:  February 15, 2017

THIS IS AN INCOMPLETE WORK

I am trying to manage my anger.

For, if the anger is not anger;

  The anger is rage.

For, if the rage is not rage;

  The rage will not rage against the night.